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Monday, May 22, 2006
something very bad just happened just now, i was at sabattical, and you know the post that sarah wrote of that man? then shiqi kept laughing and pointing at me, then now emily and elizabeth are misunderstanding me, HE misunderstands too! i mean, i almost started crying just now, i was so angry, and HE was right behind shiqi, and she was saying "mel.......... u like --- right?" and i wanted to explain, to put things right, to scream at her to make her understand that i DO NOT LIKE HIM!!!!! the misunderstanding that came to your attention a few posts ago? now deleted of course, but still, it was a big argument, and me and sarah wrote horrible things about each other, accusing each other of liking HIM, yes i know, but now i fell really down, but peiyu (thanks peewee darling! i love ya'!!!!) counselled me and told me not to care about whatever the f**k those people are saying. i know that most people DO think i like him, but okay, let me tell you, althpugh i DO NOT LIKE glenn anymore, he will be the only guy for me no matter WHAT, during my stay HERE, and i am not as desperate as most would think; HIM? oh my goodness, but truth be told, YES he is nice YES he is quite cute; but you MISUNDERSTAND me goddammit! i do not like him, and now struggling HARD not to break down again, i know it sounds stupid, but i WILLL CRY IF YOU MISUNDERSTAND FURTHERand for f*****g sake, he is MARRIED, note the RING>>>> the silver band around his left hand's FOURTH finger? that fact should be enough to convince you that NO ONE, not ME not SARAH will ever be SO STUPID! HE is coming tomorrow. HE will be moving in NEXT MONTH. HE will be teaching HERE for the rest of my pathetic LIFE. PLEASE! DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND HOPW BAD IS FRIGGIN FEELS O BE MISUNDERSTOOD FOR SOMETHING THAT IS NOT ONLY DISGUSTING, BUT UNMENTIONABLE TOO? DO YOU NOT UINDERSTAND THATI ONLY HAVE LIKED ONE GUY AND THAT ONE GUY, THAT ONLY ONE, IS GLENN? WHY MUST YOU ASSUME SOMETHING THAT YOU READ FROM A QUESTIONABLE SOURCE? IF THOSE ALLEGATIONS WERE TRUE, WOULD I STILL BE STANDING HERE? WOULD I STILL WALK IN FRONT OF HIM, TALK, LAUGH, JOKE OPENLY IN FRONT OF HIM? NO. I WOULD NEVER DO THAT, I WOULD BE HIDING MYSELF AWAY, HIDING PEOPLE!NOT LIKE THAT, NEVER LIKE THAT, WHYWHYWHY DO YOU HAVE TO DO THIS? WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE? YOU WANT TO KNOW THINGS? ASKL ME! NOT TAKE THEM OFF THE INTERNET! WHYWHYWHY? STOP THIS! U ARE F*****G NO LONGER MY FRIEND OR CLASSMATE, WHO OF THOSE WOULD DO THAT TO ME? SO JUST F**K OFF, LEAVE ME ALONE, I HATE THIS OKAY, NOW GET LOST!melalmost breaking down nowi have to meet elisa dear and stella and xuean nowbye
YESTERDAY♥