Tuesday, September 05, 2006

u noe sumtin- after the ccourse i seriouslyy dunnoe what i'll do. i mean- i really like this instructor and.. wells this is summtin like rahh and red bull cuz i mean if he leaves she will NEVER as in FOREVER NEVER see him agn unless he visits her, which is HOW likely?? hers at least got chance that red bull might return or at least stay for a while before he goes, but for me is like he will be gone in 1-2 weeks time and after that- NO MORE. haix i dunnoe lahhs cuz i mean i liked blank last time but now its like im- i DUNNOE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omfg blank is still the guy i like but still i feel hes not the proper guy for mehh like i cant be with him: CCUZ OF COMPLICATIONSS.... D: anw this instructor guy is reelli nice and stuff, but heyyys its not possible cuz i mean i only like him a little and hes gonna go in like HOW long?? but still what im feeling right now is like i dont want him to go and this to end cuz i had sooo much funn!!!!!!!!!!!! D: haix. i dunnoe/ i feel all funny- thats cuz im PMSing. serious. as in DANG i am PMSing on the road ot my monthly cycle. POOP. D: anw sometimes when i just sit down and thinkk about stuff ya' noe its like i just feel like crying, bbefore the moment passes and i dont feel like sobbing my heart out anymore. i dunnoe why but i seriously go for oldeR men now. younger guys are not only immature but stupid and ZI YI WEI SHI. *regretful smile* pooDX i wish i cld have known him more, or at least, let him stay wiith us longeR. *sigh* ~_~ i just find that whenever i like someone, that person is always taken ffrom me. i wondeR and wondeR whyy but i can never hold on to the people i love. especially ******* & * ****. hahas maybe its just fated but it hurts to know that u like someone and hes gonna go for forever and u have to live with that pain of knowing u will never see him again, no matter how lil i noe him, i still thhink hes nice. D:


ANYWAY


on to less depressing things, DAMAN classifies maths port as SHITTIFIED. lmao so lame please. anw gtg


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